FALL, GLORIOUS FALL!
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She was all of eighteen with a head full of gorgeous, perfumed hair. The first time he saw her, he did a double-take. But she was a cook in the university's kitchen. A cook, just a cook. But be that as it may, during the summer of 1950, on the campus of Princeton University, he fell in love with her.
And even though they didn't know it then, that season would prove to be one of those wonderful summers that are destined to live forever in memory. It was over in the blink of an eye, but it was crammed full of light, magic, and pleasure. And they spent every night of it together, talking, laughing, dreaming, and loving each other.
On the receiving end of life’s largesse, he came from a family of well-to-do doctors and lawyers from the untamed beauty of the Outer Banks.
One of the few African Americans on
campus, he’d grown up hearing two things: 'Make us proud' and 'To whom much is
given, much is expected.' So that fall,
he studied his tail off and worked hard as a volunteer with the Association of
Black East Coast Doctors.
She came from the slums of Harlem. All she knew was how to cook. Born to a white mother and a Black father, she was too black for the whites in Brooklyn and too white for the Blacks in Harlem. So, she stayed out of Brooklyn and stood her ground up in Harlem. After high school, she left New York, crossed the Hudson River, and started working for Princeton.
But for all the social rejection she experienced, she was also blessed—with beauty and a kind nature. And from some relative from a long ways back, she’d inherited a gift for soothing troubled and broken souls. So, her cozy apartment off campus was usually filled with those in need of solace. Students and employees, Black and white, they all beat a path to her door. And many of them came bearing friendships that lasted a lifetime.
By his junior year, he'd become well known on campus for his outstanding scholarship and athleticism. Tall and handsome, he was frequently seen in the company of pretty girls from prosperous East Coast African American families.
But she wasn't concerned. She knew that what they had was uncommon and
would stand the test of time. So, she
typed his papers, did his laundry, gave him the comfort of her body, cooked and
served him mouth-watering meals, and waited for the day when they would marry.
He graduated, went to medical school, and then joined the ranks of the country's top-earning Blacks. She read everything she could get her hands on, educated herself, traveled, and opened her own restaurant in Harlem. And just as her apartment had been filled with those seeking comfort, her restaurant was now filled with those seeking hot, delicious comfort food.
He was rarely in touch with her
now. A phone call here and there, a
postcard sent from a medical convention, or flowers on her birthday. These gave her hope, and she kept waiting. A few years later, after someone
told her that he was getting married, she couldn't get out of bed for a
month.
He married a nurse, the daughter of Chicago's most successful Black attorney. Their lavish wedding was covered by the Black press from Atlanta to Chicago and New York, and it even made the cover of Jet Magazine. Everyone said she was much prettier than his wife. "But what does that matter? She thought. Because when all is said and done, he chose to marry her, not me."
When his children were born, she grieved as she watched him slip further away, but still, against all reason, she kept hoping. Ten years passed. Then, on the other side of the world, they ran into each other at a party in London.
He was with his wife, and she was with a group of friends. The next day, he went to her. And for the first time in a long time, he felt really good, completely relaxed and soothed. For a year afterward, he couldn't concentrate on anything but her.
But he heard his father's voice, saying, 'Make
us proud,' and that, along with the thought of his wife and children, pushed
her to the back of his mind. But, all
the same, he promised himself that he’d visit her again soon.
One day, she looked up and realized
that twenty years had gone by, and now, here she was—almost forty, unmarried,
childless, and still waiting for him.
The following year, he divorced.
In vain, her heart lifted in anticipation of them finally being
together. But he never got in
touch. And when she called him, a woman
answered. Well, she thought, how many
different kinds of fools am I gonna be?
So, when Vincent, who had been there in the background of her life since she was twelve years old, asked her to marry him, she accepted. And with the acceptance came an epiphany. Vincent had been in love with her since seventh grade. He'd once told her that in an unwelcoming world, being with her was like coming in from a cold, dark night, where warmth, comfort, soft light, and a good meal awaited.
This was the second time he'd asked her to marry him. He'd been loyal, decent, and patient, and to
her eternal shame, she realized she’d been treating him the same way that she
had been treated for the last twenty years.
She’d put him aside, back up on a shelf, as if he weren't good enough. So, right then and there, she apologized to him, and she made him a promise. "I'll do everything in my power to bring some happiness into our lives, Vincent."
If her life with him wasn’t
going to be storybook perfect, well, whose was?
What she knew for sure was that he loved her, that she liked him a lot,
that she respected him, and that they’d
have a good life together.
Marrying Vincent was the watershed moment of her life. He sparked a complete metamorphosis, reshaping her lonely world with love, intimacy, fun, and laughter. And for the first time since 1950, Vincent was the man she thought about every day.
If anyone had told her how amazing sex could
be, she wouldn't have believed them. She
had her first orgasm with him, the first of many they shared. Never before had she felt anything even close
to what she felt in bed with Vincent.
One day, it dawned on her—she was in love with him. And she laughed out loud at the realization. They enjoyed all the same things—sailing, travel, books, movies, theater, jazz at Harlem's famed Lenox Lounge, crazy stand-up comics, and spontaneous trips upstate to pick apples or to weekend in cozy bed-and-breakfasts.
When she thought of all the years she had
wasted longing for a man who didn't want her instead of being with Vincent, she
wanted to cry.
The years continued to slip by. Faster and faster. And then, one day out of the clear blue, he called. "Hello, love."
"Who is this?" She said, for she no longer recognized his voice.
He was seventy-six years old now, and his doctor had told him that he only had about three months left to live. Sick, bedridden, and dying, he said to her, “I always wanted to marry you. But you were not the kind I was expected to marry.
And back then, I didn’t have the courage to break with my family. When you married that anchorman on ABC News, it broke my heart. It broke me. And I never recovered. You should know that."
He continued, "In the back of my mind, I always planned on ending up with you. If I could do it all over again, I’d marry you, even before I graduated college, because you were the love of my life. Do you know that the only time I ever felt at ease in this wretched world was when I was with you?
You soothed me, soothed my soul. The best time of my life was that summer of '50. I felt so light, so free. The memory of it never left me. I loved those beautiful evenings when we'd go sailing on Lake Carnegie. Oh, what I'd give to go back there again, if only for just one day.”
His last words were, “Isabella,
please say something.”
But she was unable to speak. She sat, simply staring at him, her hands in
her lap, her face full of sadness, seeing all the wasted years. And even though she knew it wasn't his fault
that she'd waited for him for so long, she hauled off and slapped him
anyway. That lick upside his head was so
hard that his daughter called it a homicide.
At his graveside, she tossed two
white roses, tied with ribbons in the Princeton colors of orange and black,
onto his coffin. Printed on the ribbons
were the words, 'Summer of 1950.' Because it had been a great summer and
because she'd never forget it or him.
She said, “Goodbye, Leo,” and stepped into the sunshine where Vincent waited.
You Don't Know Me—Ray Charles (1962)
"You don't know the one who dreams of you at night and longs to hold you tight”
Leo, you didn't know her...or yourself
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Fact vs. Fiction: The Heartbreaking Truth Behind The Short Story of "The Summer of 1950"
at
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